tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-332538552011-07-14T13:47:38.218-07:00just a girl finally realizing that the world does not revolve around her and that everything isn't always about her, who's documenting her important and sometimes irrelevant thoughts just for kicks.panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.comBlogger1041100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-53625717138286082192008-01-20T12:43:00.000-07:002008-01-20T12:51:29.367-07:00

here.here........and here...and back to here.....

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-74340270656521739962007-05-22T05:57:00.000-07:002007-05-22T21:28:29.482-07:00

i woke up this morning and the tv was on and some guy mentioned that he had been obsessed with vintage cars(hello..) and had joined a car club.i was in car club back in the day(and no im not gonna tell you which one i was in...ha..that shits too personal.) but yeah this made me track back to i think ....1990...damm those were the days....lol...crenshaw was/is like one of the spots that you had ta

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-48659443909941999832007-04-16T00:02:00.000-07:002007-04-18T23:05:30.477-07:00

was yelled out to me from across the street on friday.....damn i kinda miss that that typa shit although i abolutly hated that shit when i residing in l.a.friday was a damn busy ass day. and i received slightly a bit more attention than i usually would have....could have been that i don't get out that often...submittable to this kind of attention....but it felt good. even though the dudes in az

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-5357254388410027832007-04-15T21:04:00.001-07:002008-02-18T22:44:27.130-07:00

well i did it....the only person that had read this blog from start to finish(other than my sister) was just deleted from reading it he doesn't know yet and prolly won't even notice....it was good while it lasted....

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-61111245996802108902007-04-11T21:40:00.000-07:002007-04-11T21:47:31.467-07:00

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-51064660277591091492007-04-09T20:36:00.000-07:002007-04-10T07:08:21.141-07:00

ain't you glad that you didn't respond? kim?hell yeah..that shit wasnt even for me.assumptionsmiss lead but clearly my fault for reading in shit to deeply....i always read in shit deeply miss accusations.....and other shit too much time and wastin it on others...lol yeess...im clearly talking to myself but you gotta talk to yourself to know yourself

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-49622927551781768842007-04-08T14:58:00.000-07:002007-04-15T23:36:10.562-07:00

on the cheek. on the lips. on their neck. in my room. in their room. of the opposite sex. of the same sex. a little younger than me. a little older than me. who was a complete stranger. shorter than me. with facial hair. with curly hair. who was drunk. while i was drunk. who was going out with someone else. while i was going out with someone else. who i didn't want to kiss. right after i kissed

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-82811264248169825852007-04-08T05:04:00.000-07:002007-04-08T12:15:05.193-07:00

im ready to hear that voice of yours....but surprise me....so dont just like call like whenever you get this message....call.....when your thinkin about me...you still have my number right?

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-35558242775257757642007-04-06T19:11:00.000-07:002007-04-08T12:03:50.829-07:00

...this is the time to hit the huntington library...or maybe give it....uhhhh?? 2 or 3 more weeks or so...this was the distraction that i was fighting all day today... there are just somethings i miss livin in l.a.....this place (the huntington library)...walkin down melrose/rodeo/venice---pick one...the muslims slingin bean pies off of crenshaw/king.... random bbq's, get togethers with home-made

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-32560733657328658372007-04-05T20:29:00.000-07:002007-04-05T23:16:00.406-07:00

*TIMES OUT for cookin. i tend to make large elaborate meals and me being the left over snob that i am will leave that shit in the frig till the shits fermenting.(imma day or two typa leftover eater no more than that)... so trader joes is now my best friend--they make reasonable sized ethnic-ee sized portions for one.yeah.*i also found out that i am not a im typer ...hey, yes i work with my hands

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-61883340266182049582007-04-03T22:38:00.000-07:002007-04-05T22:42:13.573-07:00

(1) my parents are getting old...i worry more about them than i ever did in life...mostly my dad, he has this coughing /clearing out his throat type of thing going on that i had noticed i guess two years ago...im a worrier(as some people know..lol) and i am starting to watch for it every time i see him.(yet i'm starting to notice)(2) im changing my name...(gradually) i had been contemplating this

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-52701196287159484242007-03-28T17:04:00.000-07:002007-03-31T17:00:36.102-07:00

have you ever forgotten what you wanted to blog about in the time span of turning on your computer turning off your aim and waitng for shit to churn up????i do---all the time...could be that i've had a drink and was watching friends at the time and i got side tracked..now im trying to sift thu my brain files trying to pick the right melian folder....eeeeeeeeee.all i know is, that i was down today

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-68398308388367573882007-03-26T19:34:00.000-07:002008-01-20T12:31:17.655-07:00

*note: started this one on another entry...but that isnt where i was going with this entry.....i wanna talk about sexuality.im honing on mines forealz.....more like excepting that i'm sexy and can be sexy and intelligent...^^^this ideal in its self, i had been fighting with myself for years. a friend of mine and i had a HUGE argument about me and my sexuality...(i eventually deleted him from my

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-36251728985686003882007-03-26T18:12:00.000-07:002007-03-28T07:19:36.854-07:00

so as i was on the start of my happy birthday medley to my lil sister... i had stopped short when i realized the actual day that it was.....which means that mine is 7 days away.....eeeeeeee.- i can remember when my mom was pregnant with my little sis, the doc predicted that she would give birth around april 2. i was so stoked for a minute--that meant we were going to share birthdays, as the

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-23681967760750150612007-03-17T12:24:00.000-07:002007-04-07T06:44:38.214-07:00

that's what happen to me......went blank...and i got all weird and shit???felt like i had teleported right back to high school with my goofy ass shyness...ugh? or like i had fell into some shit that would only happen in some hugh grant flick...you know the one where shes head over heels for some dude but ends up doing the stupidest things around him that leads her to utter and total embarrassment

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-85450800138865747612007-03-16T05:04:00.000-07:002007-03-18T04:09:51.111-07:00

i wanna talk more about the first dude i met on line...there is some mental shit that goes on when meeting people online....you kinda go in your head a lil bit and sometimes you'll be thinking one thing when in actually it's another......like paranoia after smokin a spliff...loli met this guy through myspace(who hasn't) and i can't remember what trail i went thru to click on his page....maybe j

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-68636292886755014612007-03-10T11:22:00.000-07:002007-03-18T04:12:25.676-07:00

they finally have the drywall in and spackling at this point...my dad is a builder to the heart. whenever he saw ANY type of construction being done he'd slow the car down cock his head out of the window squinting above his glasses just to get a good look at things...time was never an issue with him...sometimes he would pull over to look into the peep holes just to get a better look and explain

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-60134819606747599122007-03-09T19:56:00.001-07:002008-01-20T12:34:50.561-07:00

fin...........

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-34109623682834581132007-03-07T15:16:00.000-07:002007-04-14T07:03:35.602-07:00

.....and im afraid i would have set myself up for failure.a couple of past post i had been gripping about "my routine" with men and how i will always choose the most unavailable ones as stated in my "close pussy" entry yes, yes, yes...shits right vibes tight yada yada yada...and i also gotta a problem with the too's......-too far and too young... sHYiT. so get this---i have done myself one up

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-6973748281119556062007-03-04T13:13:00.000-07:002007-03-04T13:19:17.674-07:00

i dont know what is with me and the youtube videos but this one just made me cry...(adriming/seeing something that you just can't touch..)i get like that from time to, to time.

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-49484954285381973492007-02-25T14:02:00.000-07:002007-02-25T16:11:59.357-07:00

i can't wrap my mind around that whole way of thinking, ugh....talking to my friend micheal the other day i was probing him on whats some good shit to do around here and where to go in this godforsaken town...and so during the convo, i had dropped the "now, if we hangout i don't want to be causing static( yeah....i know 80's verbiage)with your girl or your wife and all--quote"....(pls note: i was

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-33517007876931783602007-02-25T12:38:00.000-07:002007-02-25T12:56:14.414-07:00

rethinking a way of life....

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-57470415024856180282007-02-17T08:15:00.000-07:002007-02-28T16:59:21.748-07:00

it's not always about what you know, but your ideals on a subject...to me that's better than having all the facts...ideals can create new facts and formulas......there would be no philosophers, artists, writers...etc. without the unknown.i love not knowing everything....i can see the beauty in it all.

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-46691928129259857352007-02-17T07:40:00.000-07:002007-02-28T17:01:08.040-07:00

i can't stand people who take over the whole conversation when there's a group.....makes me want to get the remote and push the off button, or walk away. i like to hear ideals from all people but if one person is dominating the whole conversation that's fucking annoying...unless that person has something interesting to say.....hmmmm, maybe the real problem is i don't like the person or their

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-87489981377090173172007-02-16T20:47:00.000-07:002007-02-28T17:02:57.667-07:00

i'm just literally screwed.... i have a pattern...from what my sister says.this damn computer is fuckin me up...i meet guys that i clique with on the internet...(yes i have mentioned this before but i just feel like i need to reinstate it)......so shits good, vibes right. you know?and i end up getting hurt to what i call " close pussy"...that is where the dick decides the fate of a relationship..

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-1492935078214084132007-02-14T18:06:00.000-07:002007-02-28T17:09:56.249-07:00

i haven't really posted anything here since i set it to private..... like i was telling a friend of mine.??? i guess he's a friend?? but yes, what is the since of being on blogger without being able to post out your thoughts for the whole world to see...i mean what kind of gratification do you get from that?but since monday...or maybe a couple of days before that my brain has been going a mile

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-13378497609745494952007-02-08T19:49:00.000-07:002007-02-08T19:51:43.878-07:00

thank you nikki

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-90566305649786609052007-02-06T21:26:00.000-07:002007-02-17T08:52:42.224-07:00

....my sis said that most women are @ their most creative when their in love.........hmmmm?

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-1875888348229961402007-02-06T21:17:00.000-07:002007-02-28T23:16:54.660-07:00

(c) andre 3000.......i must admit that i am attracted to younger fellas, been this way since high school??.... can that sh#t work?

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-3901035787339404992007-02-01T20:23:00.000-07:002007-04-05T23:52:30.028-07:00

well @ least this is the beginning for me.....yes, i know i've been out of commission for about a week now, the job has been kickin my a$$....okay my store IS sorta really like the bev. center, long hour and all...(taken me back....seriously)i have finally come to grips w/the fact that i can no longer do major things on the weekdays...i won't make it.....been invited *really*......but my body is

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-81105595138775331002007-02-01T19:35:00.000-07:002007-02-01T20:14:18.015-07:00

i found a fatburger....although my fav. 1...is hamburger hamlets cajun burger..2 fatburger turkey burger w/ fat fries...and 3. fudruckers (ruckerfuckers..) 3/4 burger w/cheese. and somewhere in there is "fresh and meaty" burgers off of florence (that's where all the men go, cuz they sell BIG delicous "house burgers")i'm just damn happy i can indulge in @ least one of them.yes, yes the first was i

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-32039082908833353232007-01-25T19:35:00.000-07:002007-04-05T23:45:26.090-07:00

Øsetting my shit to private...yes i did. and i like it. i had been fighting with this shit for a while now and decided to start with my myspace page. ¡i had written a very mean blog that i had second guessed, and took off the circuit, because it was just too mean. who knows if it may float it's way back in the bloging realm????ºi hate male employees, but, love bosses that are men--men don't know

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-9841024477637501922007-01-21T20:25:00.000-07:002007-01-21T21:10:46.165-07:00

sometimes i don't understand and can't figure how people's brains tick and why they would pass up something as unique as these, to something so hum drum. rock that shit w/a wrap around dress purchased at wasteland. you know, that one. or maybe that skirt that looks good every summer for 4 years runnin.or how about the pencil jeans that hug your ass and hips in the right places. with one of your

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-59568905666730448902007-01-21T18:22:00.000-07:002007-04-05T23:37:47.141-07:00

omg, i think i'm being tested or checked?(yes old school)....by someone who has no clue and ain't even.....no where near my competition...if she only knew...once she found out who about my competition, you would have my back....okay.i believe that some people set trends or some people are just ahead of their time, yes i was rockin the spiked punk do' back in 03' too, ask my barber. but one thing

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-5097943073511239882007-01-20T09:47:00.000-07:002007-01-20T10:02:34.731-07:00

plus this one of my favorite headbangers.

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-32379912796156986152007-01-19T21:38:00.000-07:002007-01-20T00:10:41.129-07:00

yes, yes, yes, i've been a bit on the sappy side lately...i don't know why i'm feeling this way, but yet i know why i'm feeling this way and i'm not going to lie and say that the last entry will be my last sappy moment cause it probably wont be...just warning you now.but...yeah. the pink room...about a year ago i was down in los angeles, on one of my favorite streets (rodeo dr), in one of my

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-84208518176045068762007-01-17T19:58:00.000-07:002007-01-17T22:13:31.444-07:00

we didn't get dressed till 2.... yes, by my girl corinne bailey rae "another rainy day". i guess this was a hidden track on her cd but...i'm a downloader so i missed out on this one, till now. been playing it over and over again since i copped it from itunes. there are just some songs that say exactly whats on your mind, every word is perfect and hits every thought that your feeling. i am a very

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-15198187818750444202007-01-15T17:52:00.001-07:002007-01-21T20:48:16.163-07:00

let it out....

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-77196108506968305082007-01-14T22:37:00.002-07:002008-10-06T20:35:37.285-07:00

honest till the point where's he's too damn blunt = i love honesty.one who gives me a challenge = sometimes it's too easy to just walk away.....if there's no tension and your always in that boring comfort zone. (blah)but i also want the same from him...to see me as this puzzle he wants to spend his life figuring out = a happy me/we.editing this post on a regular....

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-13262001116653437052007-01-10T22:35:00.001-07:002007-01-11T08:04:16.087-07:00

i finally found it....sunday morning i woke up clicked on the tube and immediately started ballin'.now...this isn't the the version i saw, the one i peeped was more emotional with way more crying involved and it looked like it was shot in nyc somewhere...but you get the picture..there's just some adverts that get to you.i love!-----sappy blog entry???i know....but someone...already snagged my

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a long time friend of mine called me last night wanting me to read this out loud to him for he had no internet access @ that moment. (pls note i was very hesitant about doing this, i mean it was damn near 11pm, i was in the bed and wasn't even thinkin about reading some article out loud to nobody, but i did ...*huh* the irony...) ----->BLACK PEOPLE, PLEASE, READ & HEED. POIGNANT.>>The sad thing

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finding friends...is like finding a mate you can't just go lookin all willy-nilly, it should just happen)))...that's my motto..i am not a big people person and tend to admire those who are--sometimes. you know the kind, where the party just isn't a party till they show up (my sister "wee wee" is just the sort of person..they love her) but yes, i never was, i have a close niche of friends and

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-45947473386497095922007-01-02T20:28:00.000-07:002007-01-02T21:42:14.147-07:00

when i have time on my hands i cook... a few months ago i was watching my favorite channel "the food network" and i was watching this dude making mango salsa all wrong. this is how it is done: 8 oz. of ready made mangos4 stocks of green onions choppedchopped cilantro and limemix mmmm....... fluata's:marinate 4 chicken breast over night (olive oil, salt, lime, cilantro,and love)cooked and shred

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-29274622794767170222006-12-29T22:48:00.000-07:002006-12-29T22:49:04.388-07:00

the irony....shit don't happen like that unless planned...pls...i know. note to: YOUNG ladies everywhere....if your in a relationship and your having trust issues...he is not for you(.)...trust, should be like second nature...you just know...and easy to read....if you don't trust him, then bounce. and note to self: ...(kim, my friend)....you want the chase and if your not givin one...it's time to

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-70507114189294093762006-12-29T19:27:00.000-07:002007-02-25T15:39:12.491-07:00

k boxing...did a little in L.A. in the garage at the bailey's.very empowering...but i'll think i'll need and want a trainer...

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-29008986611839057932006-12-29T18:01:00.000-07:002006-12-29T22:01:36.280-07:00

people wanna jack me for ma boots...yes. i believe og price was damn neyaah 400 bucks but i got them for 20, last change yall .white boy thought i looked "rad' today? wanted to take photos but i was like naw...my corner store provides 1.food 2. money(bank) 3.crack in a cup(starbucks) 4. dvd's from a machine...dope.yeah i know a ton of vegans... but imma straight carnivore and i feind for chile's

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-22723390867424395682006-12-29T16:51:00.000-07:002006-12-29T17:06:02.954-07:00

cassienot only can't she dance but she can't sing either...peep this.that cracks me up we do this all the time...when we gonna learn that it not all about looks, its about talent and creativity....and you must check out my new favorite video....lolindian thriller

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-84084845997638106882006-12-27T19:05:00.000-07:002006-12-28T09:02:33.415-07:00

powered by ODEOquirky...

panache*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17678805375006975942noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33253855.post-3489596709019657242006-12-26T20:55:00.000-07:002006-12-28T19:58:44.720-07:00

i hung out with my brother in law and my cousins husband this holiday and i love it...1.they like the fact that i like to hang out(my drinkin buddies).. 2. i give and get an honest option about things with no strings attached...(...you miss out on a ton of "boy" knowledge when you have no brothers.) so this weekend for the most part i was more than half of the time toasted.....either drinkin this

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i can remember a few years back...me and my moms was sitting in her quilting room watching t.v. and Betsey Johnson was on this show and my mother recalled a time when she use to always buy her pattern at the fabric store (the house of fabrics...member that?) and make them for us.....i was impressed with the both of them. there is a store that i frequently stop in to see their newness called

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i really like clothes and have tons of them and me hatin to do the wash....i'll let my sh*t pile up till i'm rummaging around trying to find what's new to wear ( gotta work on that...)so yesterday i had loaded up my car with all my essentials and decided that i was just going to go to the laundromat after work, to take care of this mess i have created, all in one swoop.....took only two hours(...

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moons in Libra today and is f*ckin w/ me....a well needed quote..."the promise of a butterfly is contained in the death and transformation of a caterpillar."photo done by madeliane arnaud....... i've always liked this one.....never thought i would use it.

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well'.....she was a no show.....second time....i don't know who she has worked with in the past but i don't need bribing or lying to get me to do anything (just the truth)...but she now has a history with me....i don't trust her. ....i am a black women in a field that you don't see very many of us in--as in black folks. i have no time to for bull.....i may have to let her know that.... i'm into

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this morning i woke up to these two girls and a guy pratically yelling and laughing at the top of their lungs....the girls: omg...i thought you knew her?!?ole boy: no...she just came up to me and started talkingthe girls: hhhhaaaa(loud)ole boy: no...i didn't know her and guess how old she was...34 (laughing)the girls: omg! (more laughing)ole boy: yeah...she showed me her L's and all.....i mean 34

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is tellin a lie...uhhh ha, uhhh ha.....angels are honest thats why they can fly....ba dum bum bum....why would you fib there ain't no reason why...tell the truth, tell the truth, tell the truth....lol.whew...takin me back to my church's children choir dayz...and on that note....i think, no, i know i work with a chick who stretches the truth now and then....well see if she comes thu tommorrow.

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apparently this is "the spot" on fridays from 12-2amboy i'll house you, your in my hut now.....(c)jungle brovazwho the hell is that weird ass dude with the briefcase???.....imma sucker for rhythmic dudes .even n' dea davenport is there workin it 80's style....love it....that would be a pretty cleva ideal if mac would continue to do this at their store.....may end up being one of the hottest night

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some of the most real things in the world can be things we can not see....

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wonder how long this will last?i downloaded my sisters robin thick cd this vacation....he has taken off where chico left off and where marvin started.....yes...i know he's a white dude but if you listen.....ladies you would know....pls teach me a lesson....i also like to teach lessons from time to time...lol.oh and ("dumb as rocks"????) .....i was on this dudes blog site today and what he had

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my dad has made it hard on me to find...no...except anything but the highest. i am old fashion and a liberal.....can that be done????....yes....loli get a call from my ex every few days talking about he misses me and all, and i really feel bad...he didn't cheat or lie....he just didn't show up when i needed him.....i've never had to deal with something like this, and it's hard for me to handle. (

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i'm so late on this one.....if i rocked gold i'd wear these....i love the eat me drink me necklace...... ghetttooo.......designed by kidada jonesoh and parental discretion advised....they will make anything for an ipod........ohmibod.....

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potete cadere nell'amore con qualcuno attraverso il loro blog???? ho fatto quella realizzazione.

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...was the song that helped me redeem myself...i can dance....people have seen me dance.....i use to be a major "vip" type club head a few years ago....i've got proof....really...but this last week i was questioned (and laughed at) on my dance abilities....i spent a great spanksgiving vacation night with my 3 sisters playing "dance, dance, usa/or revolution" or whatever it was....i started

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Leo's: i deeply love them but i'm a bit too brash for them...the one leo that i know (other than my parents) gets his feelings hurt too easily....it's my blunt sag/moon.Sagittarius's: my friend to the end no matter if their the home bodied ones or the totally i'm down for anything kind(note: there are levels of how strong your sign is...i notice it more with sag's...has a lot to do with what

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the reporters couldn't get enough of repeating that god awful word in every sentence last night on the news as i was waiting in the airport for my flight back home. what the hell does this mean???reading the post this morning their definition of this is---the profit turn by retailers, or the mood evoked by the customers after standing in the cold since 5 am waiting for best buy and walmart to

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haus.i love this place.....there's a few things in my hive that are in this store.they sell everything but clothes.okay and why am i so in love with alice smith....she is in heavy rotation on my ipod....but she could sure use a stylist.

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yeah...but i haven't been in a while..that was the dudes line yesterday.......lol. had to lie and tell him i was in a long distant relationship ....pls note: i haven't been with daniel since april, lied just to get him off that subject.you mean you don't have any kids and cute too...someones gonna latch on to you quick out here.....lol...yeah right only if i let them. we as (african americans)

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someones blog awhile ago, i can't remember who's it was....maybe (mc w/a day j-o-b) , said that they hadn't told their close friends/relative or something about their blog.well, today i just told my very close sister about my blog.....it's takin me a couple months to give her the address.. i hadn't told anybody but a few other bloggers and that's it. my reason??? i was never known for my writing

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my dad had told me that the next time he came into town that i need to have chucked my old tv that was just moved into my new living room sitting there blinking and showing no picture, and was told to buy a new one....so friday as i was hauling out the old clucker and i ran upon this couple that i can relate to (my skin tone and locks) they helped me with the door and we were on our way.this

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ain't she the purtiest, i would kill to get dem brows (diva-ish).when heading out to my car to go to my second home (home depot) to buy vinyl and spray paint for the j-o-b, i realized that i forgot my ipod in my purse in the office so i went sifting through what little cd's i had left in the car and found my old zap mama "ancestry" cd. while driving to "h.d." i forgot how much i love zap's music.

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i found myself asking that question to myself with one of my African American co workers...mind you...i am also A.A. i find myself wondering that question more than ever nowadays...but that's a whole other blog. so....i gotta slight crush on one of my co workers....i didn't know until this friday when he came to the job and i got a lil excited and a bit nervous. he's not quite my type--way too

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Get Your Own! View Slideshowif you have checked out my profile lately....i have put an actual photo of myself for the world to see....yes sorta blured....but hell, im still learning how to breathe. i admire people who can just post pictures of themselves on blogs and profiles when they create them, but i'm kinda shy and it kinda takes time for me...i gotta know what i'm gettin myself into

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i have come to a realization that i don't like to sew, i just hate sitting there in front of a sewing machine i get anxious.....what i need to do is find a person who just gets off on sewing...i love pattern making i can do that all day, its just that sittin there "trying to sew the pattern together" part.....maybe i have a.d.d or something?....lol....so note to self....*find seamstress*. hey @

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or is it kevin bacon?but yes....within a matter of a couple of days i have been in a few sites of some sort that links to a person that i don't want to deal with right now, his ass is everywhere.....and why do i have this attraction for unavailable men???? (i'm sort of a computer fanatic and i tend to link/connect with guys that i truly can not date cause.....well, you know...computers....they

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i saw this ad browsing through my frequented blog site and thought that this was a pretty cool way to fill up those empty spaces on your walls @ home or office. your dna and finger prints plastered on the wall for everyone to see......love it!! DNA 11

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well they put their mannequin's back up in the window.....this just cracks me up , had to take a photo of this before i left.....i have never seen a mannequin set in this position, on top of a pedestal like that before...kind of flighty dontchathink??????wheeeeeee....lol...ahh...lol

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so today i went apartment hunting in this cute little neighborhood that had small antique shops, cafes, bistro's.....and a cool ass tattoo shop on the corner and me being the spontaneous person that i am drops in for a visit to my friendly folks at "love and hate" and came out with two tattoos on each wrist.....now, i have had the template stashed in my purse for weeks......it was just that i had

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okay so i received my relocation check a few days ago...but i'm still going to report them...guess what?...there was a tear in the envelope....do you think it was the sorting machine or something? i'm praying that's the problem....i would really hate to know that people are really like that.that's all i have to speak about today.oh...except for my crazy ass cousin and her pro black ass is taking

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the worst thing that can be put on a necklace....(maggots)thought this was cool.....earthworm charm.with the matching bracelet..... but this is what i'm investing in........but thought this was kinda cool too:mano cornuta cufflinks very tight.bittersweets in brooklyn like some music? like to hear it?....here go......powered by ODEO

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well, i'm still waiting on my relocation check. i think someone at the post office stole it, every once in a while there is a little tear in the right side of my envelopes, and it's never torn on bills or my usual stuff...... been meaning to file a complaint about that......go figure.

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i love that quote.....my sister says that whenever she watches that pharrell hp notebook commercial it reminds her of me.......ayyyyy how sweet.looking up pharrell on wikipedia last night we kinda do have a few things in common, prolly due to the fact that he's an aries.... he's just 1 year and 3 days younger than i, for some reason i had always thought that he was younger than that...hmmm go

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note: this was thought of.....and 1/2 written about a week ago when i really realized that i was going to have to move......plans "do" change when you up and move, that you don't expect..... i want a degree.....in fine arts (the city i'm in is the perfect small town to earn a degree).i want to graduate from one of those expensive art schools (ect...art center, cal arts, cca....preferably cca)....

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okay, so yesterday i was walking passed these two girls and me being the nosey person that i am tap into their conversation--cuz that's what i do-- so anyway i hear one of them say "so that one is mine......" and the other girl says "no, that's so-n-so's...." and then the 1st girl says "okay then i'll that the black one..." and then i realized who and what they were talking about. and i had to

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but....you will never....ever....ever...... see me on the ground doing that shit. i don't do floor exercises.but look what i found in my mailbox at work today..........now i'm not a big fan of nike but i could wear this....on like saturday's and shit. my favorite is ck. (i wanna marry him)..... yo...check out the peek-a-boo thumb action..i have always loved that during the winter....great lounge

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i hate moving or even thinking about moving.....by the end of october i'll be moving to another city...a bigger city....yeahh!!! but i'm not so up on the packing part (...as if anybody gets off on this, right?) but anyway, its wearing on me.... for 2 years i have not had a decent thanksgiving holiday and barely a x-mas because i'm moving from one place to the other due to my job.and it is not

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but she made me do it.....lol.she came @ me with assumptions, an attitude, and didn't have her facts straight. i was way too busy for that kinda shit soooo.....in a nice enough way (....in my "mother dear"--my grandmother's voice--nice, quite and sweet) i let her have it. sorry boo.

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can't stop thinking about this one....i looovvveee gadgets....surfing through the internet yesterday afternoon i ran up on this site popgadget . this phone hooks up to your laptop, its wireless, and free using your instant messaging program (such as msn or yahoo)...hmmm... this is great for singles and people that are on the go like myself. my main source of communication is my cell --i'm not a

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i finally figured out the tricks on my camera....hey, better late than never.yes...it's taken me a couple of days to record this. i've been so busy and had other things on my mind that i have neglected this blog entry....please bare with me cuz i'm gonna put this all in one blog....all i can say is.....aminah(1) and inez(4)...... i forgot how little kids can be so fun....they weren't there the

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it took about 3 weeks but guess what???.... i got the promotion i was lookin for. a teir 5 store, this means i'll be working with nothing but designer diggs......this is like the bev. center but not in l.a.. won't be making as much as the people shopping there but i really enjoy what i do and that's okay for now. (hope they have those $15 designer racks that i had grown so accustom to.)

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note: i wrote this weeks ago but i guess i was shy about something???....i don't know??? i'm putting it out now. enjoy....talking to my sister last night about the last blog i put out (sex kitten/school teacher) we had tapped on a really intense conversation on imagination and how people either try to hide it , can't tolerate it, or are embarrassed by it, to me i think that this is part of a

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yesterday while waiting in the airport for hours trying to get back home from d.c. i was reading octavia e. butler last book "fledgling".i have been a big follower of this writer since the early 90's, i believe if i rummage around in the garage at my parents house i'd probably find my signed copy of "parable of the sower"....i found out something about her main characters in her books--they are

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i've been approached and flirted with more in the few days i have been here in d.c than the two years i have lived in hicktown usa.one time, i didn't even know i was getting hit on until my friends had to tell me...a cutie in the grocery store was flirting--it went right over my head--i was never really good at that sorta thing--you almost have to sit me down and spell it out for me.got a few

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the art and science of bonsai.i think i'm going to buy a bonsai tree. i had one once about 3 years ago, but didn't know what the hell i was doing, it didn't do too well at all. i only bought it because i have always been intrigued by its beauty, but now i am also fascinated by its-upbringing.this evening i was flipping through channels and they had this program on the access tucson channel---

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Water or Wine?It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Doo Doo. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a

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one good thing about this hotel---free wireless internet...but i hate sleeping in unfamiliar beds, eating tons of fast food, and and the long hours....but i did find a trader joe's up the street so i'm kinda happy about that.

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okay this is just some stuff that i just thought up off the top of my head......so bare with me...... sex kitten or school teacher...are you either one or the other?......to me a sex kitten is the one who will talk and flirt and flaunt around talking a good game but when it comes down to it they are extremely shy and unsure.the school teacher is that shy, can be in/extroverted type of girl she

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its 1:35 in the morning and i should be sleep. but this evening i mistakenly found out some interestingly wonderful, sexy, romantic, makes my heart flutter info on a person...and now that i have knowledge of this, it's definitely going to be difficult for me to keep up my normal persona.energy....or aura of a person is pure and true to form when you can be near it and can feel it. having the

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i've been thinking about this one all week, one of my favorites......not too much to talk about today just reevaluating things ..............

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there was this ladii at the department store today running frantically around speaking or should i say yelling in spanish Ezra!!! Ezra!!! and pointing in the direction of the dress department and there and then i knew someone lost her kid or the kid was trying to loose her....lol. i remember those days, my favorite place was in the fabric stores hiding under the tables full of bolts of fabric...

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okay.......so i just found out what that word means..lol. ive seen this word drifting through the readings of blogs and such, always meant to look it up but never remembered to.....neyway i was @ work today and me and my co worker were just frustrated and pissed in how messy and how unorganized the back hall was, i mean we couldn't get stuff in the damn door, and she had said something about a

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morning drives to another part of the zone....i have to drive down to other parts of the state. every few weeks for somethin...... meetings, moverovers, ect... well, this morning i had a interview ?sorta????? (with the type of job that i have we don't quite have interviews there more like conversations). but hate the wait that comes after, i start questioning myself and rethinking it over in my

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